"If you have yet to be called an incorrigible, defiant woman, don't worry, there is still time." -Clarissa Pinkola Estes.
The great and wonderful mass consciousness of women is still slumbering, but she is about to wake up and start dreaming the world in ernest. She will dream the world in fabulous new ways. She will care for all life. She will care for Mother Earth.
Every woman and girl child on the earth came into incarnation here and now to be of service to this great time. To dream a new dream. To carry the energy of the Goddess. To shine light in every dark corner. To hold hands and lift each other up.
Who am I to say these things? Just one of the women who came on purpose, to be here, now.
To be a helper.
To be a vessel of Light.
Truthfully, I thought this time would have come sooner for me. But, I see that it is the right time. I am 61 now. Once, many years ago, an astrologer reading my chart told me I could become an astrologer. However, she said, you will read with greater wisdom if you wait until you are at least 60.
I have not become an astrologer, though I may yet. But, I now understand what she meant about waiting until I was older. At that time, in my thirties, being 60 seemed hardly relevant to my life. I thought my life would be over by then, in any meaningful way. Now I know, this life is just beginning, that my real purpose is starting now. Everything that came before, was only preparation. And it has been quite a preparation!
I am learning to let the structures fall away, to live daily in a constructive, creative fashion. To take great care of myself and this life I have and the people that share it with me. I am learning. I am allowing. I am growing into who I really am, organically, refusing to impose upon myself what no longer fits. I am wading into the pool and throwing my hat into the ring!
I don't know what comes next. That's the organic part, the growing part. I am participating in the unfolding of the life of this seed of an uncategorized being. I am joining the ranks of women who truly found themselves and their purpose later in life. I am stepping in to play my part in this potent time.
I would like to share this healing, creative journey with you. To help in the ways I am called.
Much Love, Peace and All Good Things,
Lee